Thursday, Friday, Saturday...

I slept for a few hrs and woke up prepare baby bring me over to my ahgong place and met up with the rest of my cousins, cab over to amk hub there and met up with one of my cousin and we went to sing k, half way through, me and one of my cousin went to search for cakes all over the bread shop over there, end up walk over till amk hub B1 bought my cousin a polar cake. And walked over to amk there the newer the kbox there to buy a rose for her, omg. So dam freaking chiozxzxz. Suprise her with the cake and rose by us! :) the lil one is so annoying, zzz. Go sing k cant bring small one go, dnt know why my cousin insist of bringing him, shld bring javiour! Haha, nvrmind anyway her bday let her be happy. Lol, and sang till 7pm plus we went to amk hub meet my sis, walked for awhile and cab over to compass dine in at swensens, my favourite! :D after that, all of us home swt home. I went over to nana's place for some shootings. And baby came to fetch me, was alrd midnight. Over to hg plaza find shuiching for awhile, cos i also nothing to do. End up she dota-ing. Jolene called and say go Genting now instead of friday /saturday, was like wtf can? Haha, so went home to get passport and get change. Settle down at 4am plus in the morning, counted as friday? Off to JB- KL-Genting! Lmao, we dnt know the way but all of us were curious, we actually go the wrng way and wasted 1hr plus, but smart enuff, we get our butt off to Genting within 5hrs despite going the wrng way, thats fast indeed. Reached at about before 10am. Breakfast at KFC and the guys went to casino! Me and jolene was planning our day so last min, we went to walk ard, bought some cosmetic and hair stuffs. Went to play the theme park at outdoor, played only 2 games, pathetic right, cos of the weather. Its freaking cold plus raining, just imagine? I didnt really bought a jacket along. And we find alot of thing to do, like gng acrade, and finally settle down at coffee bean to chill and drink and we accidentally fall asleep, imagine?! Haha. Time was 3pm alrd, we went over to KFC to met up with the guys. Nabeh! Keep us waiting for 1hr, wtf wtf. Angry like mad, but glad we were with each other to keep ourself acc:) and after mins /hr of walking ard and to wait outside casino for them, finally an hr later we catch up with each other. Baby face was so sad, nabeh. Told me lose all money, but actually, uh uh~ haha. Irwan &him planned all these nonsense one, laughs. End up we were all so happy, KFC to eat potatoe wedges and bought famous amous cookies and we left at about 4pm to 5pm in the evening. Come for so lil hr only. Actually wanted to stay at the hotel, but so last min, we planned to come another day next month. Drive back to spore, JB to eat our wanton noodles and mustafa to change money and home swt home! Now alrd midnight 2.38am saturday alrd. Woohoo, going do mask and sleep liao. Ciaos~

NO IDEA WHY CANT UPLOAD PIC AND ADJUST THE WORDS AND EVERYTHING. FK UP!

Just came back rounding with jolene baby irwan barry &ahong. Went to east coast catch bearbear, yay. Thks baby, i APPRECIATE it okay. :) and as usual, changi to see ahgua and disturb them. Barry went to took xue er number! LAUGHS~ and she placed barry hp at another 'girl' breast! WTF. And we saw one malay 'girl', fking hot and she's so so so pretty &cute can, nabeh. Jealous~ and headed to jalan besar for my pig organ soup and home swt home. I'm left w a few hr and gotta wake up to nana house for some shootings and gng to meet my cousin for kbox &dinner later on! Yay, i'm getting my lappy soon! Happy*
Got a good news, i'm going genting on saturday w jolene! Irwan &Baby! Weets, kind of excited can. Haha!

I serously think ONSUGAR sucks big time, lol. I only manage to upload so lil pics, or maybe its my computer got pro? Keep tried uploading, but keep cant. So previous post was all the pic that i manage to upload, still got many to go. Alright, anyway just back from jalan besar! Was out with jolene the past few days to JB, and ard the world, haha.

This pic are taken at the kbox. I've more pics to go on his bday!

I nvr regret patching back, cos i think we both are change person now, into better! But i hope it'll last, not just for the time being. (:

On the 9th of nov, before the clock strike 12am, i quickly prepare and bus over to baby house to suprise him with a cake and a word happy bday that i made using candles, and thanks my dearest for acc me to talk while i was lighting up those candles. And when i asked him down, the happy was almost melted off alrd, so sad. But nvm, at least he seen it. And we headed over to hg plaza, met up with his frds and cab over to town. Wanted to go partyworld but its no longer there, so we changed to cine kbox. Drink, sing, and at the end was the most funniest thing ever, they mess up the room, they throw the remaining peanuts, and alot of stupids thing lah. Cab back to hg and home sweet home at abt almost 6am. Woke up at afternoon, prepare and acc him to his shifu there and over to amk for me to change and we headed over to singapore flyer lo! Woohoo~ reached, bought the tickets and we went to walk ard at marina square. We sat the flyer at 6.30pm, the view was not bad, nothing much actually. But its a experience baby said, lol. And after the 30mins, finish alrd. So fast!! Awww, got smth to share, lol. The carpark baby parked the car, is so exp. A few hr $5, omg. And headed over to boat quay to meet up with liling and johnny and we went to UOB plaza to dine in at the 60th floorrrrrr!!!! The view is really awesome. The food there is not bad also, i miss the shark fin! I love shark fin, so nice. :) and after eating, we headed over to hg to acc baby change and sk to buy kite and went to marina barrage to fly kite, and ecp aftermath to meet up with ahong. Upper thomas and over to Han's for supper and back home. I'll upload all the pic later on, rushing to work alrd.

The view is really awesome, i can see the singapore flyer from here too!

I woke up with this eye so red and sallown, is dam painful. And due to this i dnt feel like gng out so i'm not meeting my dearest alrd. :(

I just cant stop thinking of you.

Till the day i let you go, till the day we say our next hello, its not gdbye..

I was at home the whole day, nvr step out till at midnight went to prepare and went down to meet up with A, headed over to loyang to pray and bought me to swensens for my favourite baked rice and sticky chewy chocolate and back home at almost 7am, i'm gna sleep now! Later evening meeting my dearest, can't wait.

I've tried to keep myself occupied to not think of you, but still kind of thinking of you and your whereabout too. Hope you're fine.
As long as you're happy, i'll be happy too.
No matter what, you'll always be in my heart.
Nobody can replace you :)

Note to self: I miss you.

Yeah, woke up as late as evening. Went to prepare and went over to hg to meet up w J. Train to town and walk ard, omg. I saw so so so many things that i want, but my pay still need to wait a few more days. Within a few hr only, so many thing caught my eye, any kind soul is willing to get me that dress and jacket @ pull and bear, that cute ribbon heels @ mitju, that top @ zara, that cute ribbon hairband @ diva, and a long sleeve shirt @ i dnt knw what shop, forgot alrd, oh man~ all i need now is shopp shoppp shoppp and shoppp! :D anyone care to buy for me? Ahaha, i must be dreaming. Yay, i wanna go malaysia tomorrow to make my nails. Anyone wanna tag along? :O

I'm glad, everything has come to an end. I no longer want to live in fear. And most importantly that someone who doesnt trust me. In a r/s trust is the most important thing isn't it?
But still, i'm missing you(:

EDITING;
Went to my house downstairs to meet up with D and friends. And headed over to my house nearby coffee shop, chit chat and eat drink and left to east coast, chill at there, K is dam funny can, keep sing song and even created a MTV! Laughs, when someone send me the video i'll upload it up. Over to bugis aftermath and home swt home. Now i'm home, super bored. Gna sleep soon i guess? No where to go tmr, ask me out ppl. I'm free almost everyday esp night time. And i tot of working night shift job, anyone got pls intro. :)

Thursday,

Woke up this afternoon, prepare took a bus to work, rain like cats and dog, went to J8 to repair my phone, thanks nana for helping take my number, own you a swt lah okay. I feel so relax~ perhaps this is what i want, i need some space? But i still love him, obviously. But its okay, time will heal everything. Went to work and chit chat with my gf, haha. Work ended, went to his house to take back my stuffs. Cab back home, thanks ling for acc me. :) unpack my stuffs, bus over to amk hub to meet my dearest girl! Guess who~ kahleng! Ate mac at there, at first dnt feel like eating end up still ate. Haha! We chatted alot and slowly walked back to my home. Went down to pass him his birthday card, and we both continue chat... see ppl blog gossip so much! I love my dearest girl many! <3 now time is alrd 4.30am soon she gna go home soon, gna catch up w her soon! Still thanks for keeping me acc! Love you babe! =) and we were so bored that we webcam alot! :D

The road home is always far away, it’s pitiful how there’s so little things to say
a dinner for one always was the taste of loneliness
Watching the repeated scene that belongs to the two of us
How can the avoiding eye still have tears?
Each day of loving you, you truly are my world
At that time, I still believed that I will only love this time
Each day without you, happiness left me so far behind
My heart already followed you, what other emotions can it still feel?
I can’t let my eyes open, fearing that you aren’t by my side
In our dreams is probably the closest we can be together
I miss the warmth of your palm, holding me tight in the cold wind
When winter comes again, how should this warmth continue?
You know leaving you was the toughest thing I had to do
but it’s only that one…
I know we’ll meet again
I miss you…
Goodbye
Thank you for loving me once, giving me the most beautiful experience
but deprived of the love of my life, how can I go down my future path?
Each day without you, happiness left me so far behind
My heart already followed you, what other emotions can it still feel?

Yay, i'm happy till mad! Someone is coming over my house to keep me accompany tonight! Love you deep deep.
Guess who~

Afternoon peeps! Slept very late last night, at about almost 4am. Woke up as early as 2pm plus. Mommy was being so so so great! She bought me durian pan cake, mini ice cream, fresh milk, yogurt and she cook noodle for the whole family! Love you many mommy, world best mum :) after hearing so much yummy food, decided not to sleep back, call baby while i eating. And now rotting at home waiting for my sis and b to come over. I'm so gna pull myself to bath prepare and for work alrd, so sian! And she fail her TP again! DUMB~ waste money only you !@#$%^*()_

Photos shall do the talking, 5day 4nights is just nice, cos i think those nice places i've go alrd. Anw, this trip w baby was good. But quite disappointing due to nothing much to buy. Really dam wasted, first 2days i didnt bought anything lo. But well, maybe its not my taste bah. Still enjoy. =) Love you baby. Spend quite a bomb on this trip, thousand dollar gone for me alrd, shack. But i'm so proud of myself that i can save up to 1thousand dollar within 2months. Need to save again and darlg bday is reaching! :D i cant really rmb alot of things, so lil bit photo here and there can alrd, haha.

On cab to airport.

Had breakfast at popye at airport and took our boarding pass and off we go.

Day 1, Reached thailand, cab to our hotel and off we go off alrd. Start our journey. Took tuktuk to pray and  to many places shopping (cant rmb where).
Night, Chinatown to eat good food! Shark fin and bird nest :) good life at there ~

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This is how their so call 'taxi' looks like, quite scary actually.

Day 2, woke up super early like 7am to head to chaktuchak but was so disappointed, bought nothing.

Look at the sprite! Its so diff from singapore, machiam like those beer those type.

Dine in at their pizza hut company, look at their baked rice, doesnt even looks like baked rice! Not nice! Sucks, but the drumlet is so yummy ~

Day 3,
Their donut is so special, haha. It actually looks like ice cream right! And the tissue paper i bought it to keep, so cute can?!?!

Day 4,
We got the craving for jap food, so went to eat, end up is so like shit! Not nice at all!

Night time chinatown to eat seafood and shark fin.
I'm missing the shark fin, tom yum and snail alrd man! Gosh~ :(

Day 5,
Woke up morning and prepare to go pray and check out alrd.

Arrival at singapore airport at ard almost 6pm, went to take our luggage and everything, went to find shirley! Chatted for abt a hr and baby uncle came and fetch us, went to old tampines there eat seafood and went back to his house, unpack cloths and i took a cab home myself cos he've got alot of things to do and also how to sit bike w luggage. Actually tot i didnt really buy anything, but i love all those cloths alot that i buy. And i super love that naraya handbag and make up pounch! If you guys go, make sure to go their shopping center naraya, omg. The price compare to spore is so big diff. And their bebe shop everything so cheap alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Screaming~ i shall not take pic down, i gna slowly enjoy wearing and take pic to let you guys see! Mummy is always so unfair, she's going to china again! Sigh, didnt bought anything for mummy but rest of my family members got and she's so super jealous no choice to waste a $50 to give her get a new handbag! I love my mummy many many! :D

Some overdue pics, @ work.

I'm off to thailand, BKK now. Miss ya all. :)

4 MORE HOURS I'M GOING TO PREPARE AND LEAVE TO AIRPORT! :D
I can't sleep now, hahaha. So kind of excited! I think T.liling will be bored to death w/o me at office to talk craps w her!

On tuesday, didnt have to went for work, so i stay at home. Baby came home and we couldnt sleep, rot till midnight finally my paid is transfer, so i treated baby to eat dim sum. Wanted to go jalan besar, but closed alrd. Went to mustafa to check the rate for thai baht and then we headed over to geylang wan toh sek. Ate and home sweet home at almost 7am which was alrd Wednesday. Slept at 8am and woke up at 12 noon prepare and went to work. Mrt to work alone cos he still sleeping and his work dnt start so early. Work all the way till 10pm, i didn't complain that i'm tired at all. Liling and darlg join me at evening. :) after work, we went home to pack our bag and we went to malaysia. Only me and baby, like finally both of us again. =) we ate so many thing, chicken wing, abolone, noodles, fish rice and many more. Haha, and pump oil went back home. Reached home at ard 4am, another has passed. Its thursday! Sleep all the way till evening woke up prepare for work. Baby woke up earlier than me and went to change money at beach rd. Now gna knock off alrd. Wow, my flight is in the morning. So excited. Stay tune for me to be back! Ciaos ;)

Counting down,
1 more day to thailand, BKK.
12 more days to baby birthday.
1 month 2 days more i'm going genting w my whole family and friends!

Yesterday,

Woke up and nua at bed, hoho. Bath, prepare and everything, ate a lil bit of rice then waited for my sis and mom to be done. Bus over to my uncle's place and stay at there for awhile, keep ask them go singapore expo so that i can get a pink personal laptop, but they so geisiao, all dont want go, fk lo so last decision and off we went to bugis. Went to OG first and i bought a pierre cardin bra, yellow in color! Find it so cool, cos i've got no such bright color bra, lol. Do a lil shopping at bugis street, but didnt really bought anything other than a new future silky 3/4 pants! Love it so much. :) and sis got her britney spears perfume. Went to eat D24, yummy! After that, we headed over to jalan besar there to eat dim sum. Liling came over to find my sis and bill everything alrd, we wanted to go amk hub walk and was inside the bus alrd, end up me and liling alight and took 147 back to her house to take helmet and she changed. Waited for baby and jason to come and fetch us. Over to find weilun they all see them fix his spark. Accompany jason for dinner at hougang point and went to find them and off to buangkok to eat desert. After desert, yishun dam and jalan kayu for supper and back home at around 4am. Took a paper and pen and sit down w my baby and discuss about our thailand trip! :D And i've always been sleeping with make up on, heee!

And as for today, i actually didnt have to work as my working day and time have all changed. Working on 3 days a week but i think its super long hour. But i'm kind enuff to accompany my bf to office work! Pulled myself up from bed, so tired you know?!?! And reached office, i felt so relax lah. No need to do anything, haha. Went to service my phone, while waiting, went to walk ard. Went back the number still got to wait for very long till its me, so fk it lah. I went to pack food for my bf liling as well as myself and back to office to eat. After work accompany bf to find zhida and they going to hougang mall while i asked him to sent me home first. So, i'm home and he's outside now! Thats why i got time to blog, haha.

Still counting down to 4 more days to thailand BKK. So dam excited~

Hello, i'm back to post! I know i've not been posting for such a long time. Haha, seriously no time to blog or not is another reason which is the lappy problem! Forever so lag one, my dear darling, please get it change?! Haha, just kidding. I'm at amk, my own house now! Yay, so the computer is definitely working very fine! Lol? Nothing much to update actually. Have been going around the world, places like those scary cemetry! Scare the dick out of me can? I'm dam scared. I didnt even know they are going there till i start to see things then i realise we're at the cemetry! Its quite scary, but i wish to go there again w that grp! Haha. And rounding w demonic angels to places like labotor park, kent ridge park, and i cant rmb alrd. And today smth special! We went to jurong that monkey tree to pray. And chinatown for supper, mustafa walk walk for so long and finally baby sent me back home and he went to hg point. I'm super tired now, but i must at least update for my dearest blog! Haha, so excited. 5 more days i'm going to thailand w my baby!

Few days back, i asked baby, why are your face so black? He ans me, cos of money thing. I forgotten what i said to him and he reply was, can't you understand abit, i'm very stress now and you didnt console me or smth and still say me, and i kept quiet. He took some money and keys went out of the house asking me to stay at home wait for him for awhile and he'll be back. 5-10 mins later, pop out a Ben's & Jerry big tub of ice cream for me! Love you so much darling. I didnt expect he could go out just to buy that for me! :) at that time i'm really very lost of words, so touched...

From the lastest to the long long ago one! Haha, all thanks to T.Liling! Everytime can't manage to take those pictures from her on time! =(

And to you, if you assume its you, then its you! Haha. You're not any pretty hot babes why should i look ay you? And fyi, if you can't stand people looking at you, just jolly well fucking hide yourself at home and nobody will ever see you again right. And you won't complain saying that i see you from head to toe. Please, before saying that i think you seriously need to take a look into the mirror! No offence :)

My beloved brother, get well soon okay, me love you many many!  I'll be accompanying you this few days till mommy is back from overseas okay? Kisses! This bro of mine is dam naughty! But he's my brave boy! Love you! Hope the stiches and everything will recover super soon. Can feel the pain in me when i see your head, omg. Is super super de painful! But no worries, he's a brave boy. :D

I just browse through some old pic, i've seriously gain fcuking hell lots of weight for the past few years! Esp, my tights and tummy! Saveee me~ I'll post up some pics for the past 4 years and you tell me how much i've change and gain weight! Awwww, i can't accept the fact that i've gain so much weight on my tights and tummy, really alot.. gosh

Pictures take on saturday.
I think i got a fcuking big problem! I look so white w/o any make up on and i look so not white with make up on? Why is it so! Is it the cause of my foundation? Hmmm...take a look below which is w/o make up and compare w make up...

I love ben & jerry's chocolate fudge brownie! I'm so gonna buy a big big tub back home to enjoy.

Friday the 13th / 17th?
A super unluck day, JB and rounding w Demonic Angels.

Thursday,
work, roundings w friends :)

Wednesday,
work, point to settle some small things, slack and supper at jalan besar, home aftermath.

And lastly, 13 more days to go.. woo woo!
And i miss my girls. Amy chua if happened to pass by! Pls invite me to your blog..

Awwww, its just 16 more days to BKK. I can't wait for it to come. Oh yay, i think we're visiting JB almost everyday this week. On monday midnight baby drove zhida car and we went to eat loklok, kind of full actually. And yesterday night after work, last min zhida called and we went in JB again, oh man. I'm blogging here and i'm missing the yummy chicken wing there. We ate many many abalone, chicken wings, prawn! And order fish head we four ate! I gain, 5kgs, haha. Just jokinggg~ i can't get to sleep now man. Later i gna complain that i'm tired lah, this and that. And we might be going to genting again this month before october 25. Sian, i wanna go sunway lagoon! : D

Yesterday,

I slept for so many many hrs till i'm lying dead on my bed, haha. Woke up after 22hrs of slping and obviously missed out the funs at downtown. Prepared and head over to plaza at 4am plus, went to meet xiaodes. Headed over to bedok sepai he intro us to eat, end up closed alrd. Went to changi village that market eat, omg. Its closed too! Ate prata! =( and then went to pump oil, we three was like idiots sitting down there chit chat, hah. Then come up w stupid ideas like going prawning at such hrs. And final decision, over to see ppl catch fish, end up reached for awhile stomach so dam painful, wanted to shit. Xiao des keep asking us over to the changi there de hotel toilet, really made us laugh like mad can. Haha, end up we went there, its so shiok, lol. Aftermath, we went to the outside sit down chitchat! :D so fun despite only the three of us. And over to 650 to meet quan qing to choose my mickeymouse mp3! OHHH MAN~ its so cute and nice. Thanks darlg for buying for me! :D MUAACCCKKS~ i'm a happy girl. One of my wishlist can be completed. : )

18 more days! Seriously just can't wait to go! : D

Yesterday,

I slept for so many many hrs till i'm lying dead on my bed, haha. Woke up after 22hrs of slping and obviously missed out the funs at downtown. Prepared and head over to plaza at 4am plus, went to meet xiaodes. Headed over to bedok sepai he intro us to eat, end up closed alrd. Went to changi village that market eat, omg. Its closed too! Ate prata! =( and then went to pump oil, we three was like idiots sitting down there chit chat, hah. Then come up w stupid ideas like going prawning at such hrs. And final decision, over to see ppl catch fish, end up reached for awhile stomach so dam painful, wanted to shit. Xiao des keep asking us over to the changi there de hotel toilet, really made us laugh like mad can. Haha, end up we went there, its so shiok, lol. Aftermath, we went to the outside sit down chitchat! :D so fun despite only the three of us. And over to 650 to meet quan qing to choose my mickeymouse mp3! OHHH MAN~ its so cute and nice. Thanks darlg for buying for me! :D MUAACCCKKS~ i'm a happy girl. One of my wishlist can be completed. : )

18 more days! Seriously just can't wait to go! : D

Saturday,

Woke up super early like 1pm, and was waiting for jason to wake up prepare and everything. So i was resting back on the bed. And woke up prepare. Like finally, poor liling always go out w us must wait till morning till now like this, haha. And finally around evening we went to hg plaza for claypot rice and then over to town. I think we nearly walked all over there, lol. Ion, far east, wheelock, taka. Just to look for nice chocolates for my honey! Went to computer do research for the 'chocolate research facility', its a brand of a chocolate. In magazine its like so dam chio. End up, its fucking like shit! So thanks to liling idea, went to buy her Royce's chocolate. :D and walked for awhile more and headed to downtown. Liling and jason went to eat dinner, while me and baby went into the chalet. Sian, cant get to see jolene again again again! Thanks to her idiot pika, haha. Stay there for nearly 3hrs, didnt even realise it till we left, and was shocked we left the both of them patheticly there themself. Headed over to jalan kayu to meet up w weilun and co. And again, i'm really feelg unwell. Headed home, really sorry yay. Now i'm resting, it feels so much better to stay at home. Might be heading over to the chalet again tmr and going to escape theme park!

Happy 19th Birthday Honey! ♥
Hope you enjoy yourself and hope you like the chocolates!

Thursday,

The daily doings, school for N's and home to sleep. Work aftermath went back home, mom bought durain! ;D and headed over to meet lydia at 11pm plus cos i wanted to get the maths worksheet from her. And after taking, home sweet home. Baby taught me alot of questions that i dont know. And after so many hrs, we're dam hungry, went over to 401 to meet carried to lend the maths instrument and to study also. The time was 3am fyi. And we went to void deck continue doing my maths. And like finally 4am plus, i've finished. And we left back home to take a rest and thanks for staying up late for teaching me my work and for bringing me to school recently. :)

Friday,

Went to school for the last day for my mathematics paper 2. And yes, that was eventually the last paper, so happy can. And also to hope i can make it to go ITE beauty therapy course. And had my last time nasi padang and left school to hg point with lydia to go watson see hair dye. But so sadly, it was quite exp for the brand we want, so we went over to salon to see and spot the one we wanted. And we went home to change first then catch up with each other. I rang baby up to come fetch me, on his way it was raining, he was drench till super cold, haha. Waited quite sometimes to wait for the rain to stop. After that, finally it didnt really rain so heavily, we left home. I rot for awhile and start to change and put on make up, that idiot have alrd fall asleep. Bus over to meet lydia at xinmin there to acc her have her lunch and we went to ave8 to get our hair dye, golden brown like always. I got no idea why, lol. SImply love golden brown just so much! After dying, had treatment for my hair. And i'm kind of angry lo, the person didn't really make nicely for my bottom part that it didnt really turn out very obvious colour! And then, plus the guy that helped lydia dye was much more better than mine, fcuk the god dam shittty. Forget it, i'll get it done again soon as i'm going to get my hair rebond in about 2weeks time or after thailand trip. Bump into shuiching aaron and alvin at mac, went to chitchat with them and while waiting my baby to come fetch me to work tgt. Ate a packet of large fries and he've reached. Work as usual, after work ended, went home straight and i KO. Too tired for everything. Baby went to meet my sis and liling and co to go out for dinner and some slacking /rounding.

21 more days to thailand, BKK.
And my N is over!
Even if you could, put the shattered pieces back together, you could never replace what was once inside the bottle.